Saturday, July 12, 2008
I'm getting sick of everything.
i need to shift out of "if they are happy, than you are too" kind of mode before i literally kill myself from the inside.
I'd rather nothing ever happen and back to the days where i could never feel such emotions.
tight chest makes me uneasy.
i love it but i hate that taste,
maybe cause its not mine.
i toy my own emotions,
im such a sore loser.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
the song Ordinary by Train has been running through my mind
and lines like "everybody seems to be getting what they need where's mine" or an alternative one is "everybody seems to be getting what they need with mine" seem to bother me alot hahhaa.
a hell lot.
hmm.
i guess i'm being too paranoid and stuff.
Sunday, July 06, 2008
today was whacked out!
Jr came over to play winning eleven 08,
than we left for parkway parade at 4 plus 5 to meet
than waved to 3 random girls out of the blue and laughed our asses off.
THE Melissa.
(yes, im not wrong with my english, she is indeed an object of fun, stupidity and monstrosity all packed in a small body, aint no girl at all.)
IM JUST KIDDING XD.
meet her nice family.
had a meal went back to TM and ate earthquake.
yea, one hell of a meal.
send her back and play around her void deck like crazy monkeys
nearly got lost
than .. went home , yay!
and now im back here.
good night assholes.
as for the other days i didnt update,
both good and bad things happen,
deal with it.