my body cant cry now but my heart is crying. im in love. not with someone i know but someone from my dreams and most likely not exist. my dream started out weird, everyday i would go to this alternate dimension or another world to visit my granny. many people visit that world too. than i went for dancing lessons. ah this part i remember clean and clear. i danced with a girl, the one most beautiful and wonderful of all but i cant remember her face, all i know was how she felt inside. yes i said she was beautiful and woncderful... on the inside. i most of all fell in love with her kiss. Miss Goh, yes my A maths teacher, was our dancing instructor. that was nothing much. all i know we danced at 1st like normal practices. than i said i like the part when she spins around. than time after time the ending of the dance routine was a kiss. i didnt feel anything, neither did she. but tim after time, after more prctices, the kiss grew more and more passionate. we fell in love, i dont know if she did but i most definately did. at one part after the kiss, i held her close to me, our lips still very close, i said "i dont think that the part where you spin in the best, now i like this(the kissing part) the best." she giggle than my jealous cousin broke up the scene and began crying my parents all came in , including my cousins parents. they began comforting her, than asked if i had a girlfriend. i had to lie.I HAD TO LIE! i said No! than i walk to the bathroom and washed my face. after awhile Miss Goh and te girl never appeared for practice. i went to find Miss Goh at some show to ask bout her wherebouts, results were negative. she said she lost contact. Than i woke up. though it was a dream, the kiss felt so real, her warm, tender, smooth lips. if only i saw who she was, if only i knew her name. laugh all you want. but im in love with a girl that was from my dream and who most likely dont exist.

Why does my heart cry? Feelings i cant fight.

TODAY WAS BRILLIANT! LOL gimme a min i go get a spoon for my soup......................ok got it.now where was i...AH TODAY WORK WAS GREAT, had so much fun. was trying to bet on stuff like food and drinks . we had to guess a couple of stuff.the last part was guessing how many fake notes was in the christmas socks. the deal was winner gets ice cream and the loserS, i wanna make that clear lol there are more than 3 ppl in this challange, had to drink half a jug of WATER lol i actually guessed correctly but a change of decision led to the water lol i drank it really so did adeline and As(pronouced as Ah-SS) lol fun fun fun well im having a convo with someone and it seems like imma be alone tmr...geez ok imma go play my game now blog later

im tired...my back hurts lol. the last two days hae been gruelling very tiring especially on sunday.the receipts keeps on coming and coming and coming, got me cnfused and results in getting help from my head chef. every single time im there i could hear the sound of the bill machine even if there is no order...kinds of freaks me out. well at least this week im not doing the weekends weeeeeeeeeanyone going out? BRING ME!