Saturday, July 12, 2008
I'm getting sick of everything.
i need to shift out of "if they are happy, than you are too" kind of mode before i literally kill myself from the inside.
I'd rather nothing ever happen and back to the days where i could never feel such emotions.
tight chest makes me uneasy.
i love it but i hate that taste,
maybe cause its not mine.
i toy my own emotions,
im such a sore loser.