Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Who knew heading out to work today could stir up so much in me today.
First of all, i think there is a curse in the apron of the head chef i work for.
for the first time,
i scald myself for three times or maybe four
(a blob of burning oil found it way to my hand),
being in pain and all leads me to my next topic i had in mind,
being in pain DOES NOT MEAN IT TAKES YOU AWAY FROM IT,
this is meant for those wrist slitting lovers,
it does not take away emotional pains,
its just reminding you of the reasons that made you cut yourself.
That is why people of an older age resort to self-indulgence rather than
blood spilling ecstasy.
indulging in work to forget is also not a proper way for amateurs like me.
on and on i go through bout things that went through my mind today,
i still cant get over the fact you're not around here(referring to country) anymore.
i hate everything