my body cant cry now but my heart is crying. im in love. not with someone i know but someone from my dreams and most likely not exist. my dream started out weird, everyday i would go to this alternate dimension or another world to visit my granny. many people visit that world too. than i went for dancing lessons. ah this part i remember clean and clear. i danced with a girl, the one most beautiful and wonderful of all but i cant remember her face, all i know was how she felt inside. yes i said she was beautiful and woncderful... on the inside. i most of all fell in love with her kiss. Miss Goh, yes my A maths teacher, was our dancing instructor. that was nothing much. all i know we danced at 1st like normal practices. than i said i like the part when she spins around. than time after time the ending of the dance routine was a kiss. i didnt feel anything, neither did she. but tim after time, after more prctices, the kiss grew more and more passionate. we fell in love, i dont know if she did but i most definately did. at one part after the kiss, i held her close to me, our lips still very close, i said "i dont think that the part where you spin in the best, now i like this(the kissing part) the best." she giggle than my jealous cousin broke up the scene and began crying my parents all came in , including my cousins parents. they began comforting her, than asked if i had a girlfriend. i had to lie.I HAD TO LIE! i said No! than i walk to the bathroom and washed my face. after awhile Miss Goh and te girl never appeared for practice. i went to find Miss Goh at some show to ask bout her wherebouts, results were negative. she said she lost contact. Than i woke up. though it was a dream, the kiss felt so real, her warm, tender, smooth lips. if only i saw who she was, if only i knew her name. laugh all you want. but im in love with a girl that was from my dream and who most likely dont exist.

Why does my heart cry? Feelings i cant fight.