Monday, August 14, 2006
hmmm today enlightened or grievious?i dunno myself.ok start with the bad one first i have a really heavy heart today.felt real bad inside cause a good friend, a sister i nvr had went back home.somewhere far away that is.i swear to let her have a better time here the nxt time she is in sg again. ok now for the enlightened part.i was lectured by sx.well u lectured me well.i can now control my emotions. amazingly im very sensitive but now i can control it i brought out the best of my so called "other side". i only show my emotions to myself and i will nvr show to others anymore so ppl wont find me irritating im glad cause this is one of the path to the "past" me.which is not like the selfish person i am that is nvr in control of my emotions eg.childish anger hahahahaha though i bear a grudge that u still dun give me sweets but for now i thank you.