Sunday, July 02, 2006
syfoc today...nonono not singapore youngsters free of charge...(i know its lame bear with me) it is the singapore youth festival opening ceromony well many things happened wanna know ask plz im lazy to type it out here and today made me think alot...i think too much...im too understanding and inoblivious...understanding as in i understand my own stuff...im just sick of knowing too much things till rights turn wrongs to me...i wanna be childish but it always hit me back hard...which bring me back to reality...which make me know that im wrong....which make me feel like an idiot....and there is where i become apolegetic....every single time...im too soft dun u agree(not as in physically) u see when im in worng...nonono when the other is pissed by me or when both are wrong i always apolegise 1st...i dunno how to say this...not matter what happens ,im wrong his wrong she is wrong both wrong all right ,im always 1st to apolegise....and yes no matter howi wanna change i will still apolegise 1st cause it is a natural instinct...i really hate it...